batchenfall:

John, do you hear me?

“Alone protects me.”

“I don’t have friends.”

All these words, that I have said to you.. I wish they had not been spoken. You told me once I was the best man, most human, human being and no one could ever convince you otherwise,

If only I could, the reasons behind all the lies, and the fake suicide, the pain inflicted upon you, I truly regret.

I was so alone and I owe you, John a thousand apologies

Now our lives are set to change

And loneliness consumes me once more